wAiT

Another day
more changes
drop xxxx to 100 mgs
increase xxx to 100 mgs
and wait

wait to see if my system
can handle it
wait to see if my brain
will react in the right way
wait
wait
wait

maybe it's not the drugs
maybe it's the depression
she says so casually
huh? i whisper dumbfounded
aren't all these drugs suppose
to control the depression?
no reply

in my mind's eye
i see them
altering and creating
moving and evolving
making it all better
when will it be?
today is not just another day
why can't it be THE day

THE day when I will
work correctly
when all the wires
will pass the impluses
fire accordingly
and release the proper chemicals

wait
wait
wait

Another day