Friday, October 28, 2005

tinest of hope

It's stopped raining
there isn't any sunshine
but in my heart I feel just the tinest of hope

I called my doctor's office yestereday, total crisis mode
They gave me an increased dosage of Xanax for the anxiety
So I slept, and slept and then slept somemore to balance it all off

Today for some reason I keep saying hello to the walls as I walk into them
But it's better, I can actually think about something other than Dr. Devil

My mother phoned, was an interesting conversation trying to explain
what was going on without detailing things that might make her sqirum

Maybe today I will shower and go out and face the world
At least that's what I think I would like to do ... I think.

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